Ok. So it ended just like that.
Its Infatuation. Not true love.
Infatuation is the love that is for now. But not forever.
Maybe we once really loved each other before. Or maybe you don't. But I did.
Just like what Valarie said, "Not all break ups make people cry, actually. Some break ups help to solve the problem both parties are facing."
Probably this is what we're suppose to face.
I realized that I've grow up. More matured. I can face the reality now. Cause I know nothing lasts forever. It's just a matter of time. To be together and to be apart.
Is loving me the reason why you want to be with me? Or what? Cause I've been thinking. What's happening now? What will tomorrow be like? What do I need to face.
When I tried to sleep, I know tomorrow will be different cause I don't have you anymore. When I wake up, tryin' to think that I'll be alright. I still think of you. Idk why. Maybe cause the memories we shared makes me think of you. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I think I'm just lost without you. Ah. Suckkkkkkkks.
Hah, Childish thinking.
Priscilla is brave. I ain't gonna cry again. And from what I've conclude. no, there's no true love. But it's okay for me. Idk why. But. All I think of is the times we had together. And yet the break up is just too strong and made me break down. But it's ok. Cause I once had you and your love. I'm gonna forget you. Time will heal me, I hope?
Tell me, is honesty the most important in a relationship?
Forever is never. Nothing lasts forever but be honest. It hurts but it maybe the only way. Maybe we're better off this way. I shall keep my feelings to myself. This would be better. (: