Hide- Because nobody know how I feel.
Cry- Because I didn't cherish you enough.

I'm sorry. Because of what I've done, that hurt you. And I fucking hate myself for that. I feel like dying. I wanna explain. But I'm afraid i might make things worse. I'm afraid you might hate me more. I wanna go back to how it was. I swear I regret. I regret treating you like whatever and not understanding you enough. I'm sorry.
I don't have the mood to do anything. I hope you'll understand how I feel.
I know my sorry wont work. But i just want to tell you how I feel now.
I'm breaking down..
I've wronged you. I was the one that break promise. Not you.
I guess, Im not fit to be in your life anymore.
Got to face the reality.