So many thoughts going on my mind.
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
What does it mean when you treat me like this, and that.
It hurts being treated like this.

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside

I try not to think about anything about this. About us.
But nothing's alright. I hope we could, you don't know how I feel.
Do you even care, I don't think so. Things are so different.

I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

I'm trying my best, to endure, being treated like this. I know no matter how hard I try, only a slight changes would appear. And it won't remain the same.
You don't know what it's like, when nothing feels all right.
I guess, it will be soon. When I'm giving up and not caring about anything anymore.