I feel sooo sad. I fail to be a good girlfriend.
Sorry I made you sad.
Sorry I treat you cold.
Sorry because of her again.
Sorry I threw my temper at you.
Sorry I didn't care.
Sorry I compared us to others.
Sorry I fail.
All these time I was complaining that you didn't care. Yet I was the one who didn't really care :'(
I'm fucking useless. I even compare us with other couples. I really really hate comparing and being compared but I don't know why. I just want to have many memories with you. I just want every single thing to remind me of you. And the time we had. I guess it's all useless to ask you or what. Cause you are like drunk. I am soooo worried when baby told me he went to drink. Like what the fuck. I don't know what to do now. everything is so crazy :'( im going mad.