It has been a very long time since things were fine, feelings wasnt so emotional. Its so scary to see things change to a drastic state. Quarreling over small things what happen again has happen again. That day when you said you lost the type of feelings is happening again. Its not entirely my or your fault but can you change? I talk to you in a nice way yet your reply was just like you dont appreciate it. Fine if thats what you want. Its ok. No point holdin on to something what wont want to change. Maybe we are just to similar. You dont bother to change then its alright. Its actually very ridiculous. I dont know how you are feeling now and i really want to know but its alright already. I guess i should stop thinking, stop bothering, stop doing things that makes you happy and stop. Stop caring. You got your friends. I dont know if you will read this but who cares about my feelings. I dont bother anyway. And somehow iwished we go back to the start when you really cherish me and i cherish you too but its never gonna happen :)